how far must you go to gain respect? ummm... (ctd...)

one reason i love running this ramble microblog is because nothing like that exists here. just free to express myself however i please. and i understand there are people out there who enjoy the things i do, and also, i just love inspiring people! (thank you to everyone who enjoys my work <3 ) so i will continue to use more "mainstream" things. or more platforms to have my work out there for people to discover. but really, it's just nice to be able to archive stuff all in one place, without any frills or whatever. a space just for me! Maybe this which i will leave behind will be appreciated some day. or maybe , some day it will all disappear without much mention! either way, glad to have done it than not at all. Because in the end. it all brings me joy. hehe... here i am talking to myself again... whoever is out there reading, please have a wonderful day...

Posted on Tue, 28 Jun 2022 05:24:08 CST


how far must you go to gain respect? ummm... (ctd..)

i think there is also a point to be made about validation somewhere here. like, looking for validation. OK. things like paying attention to "social media numbers". god. i used to find myself staring and refreshing after posting anything anywhere to see if someone liked it. why? i wanted to see if anyone else liked it of course! but it was sort of an obsessive behaviour. and that's where it becomes a bad thing... like, it's OK to want to know if the things you're doing are getting noticed of course, and how they are received... how else can you know if something is good? but letting that be the only determining factor of quality is pretty shit. i have a friend who says , any sort of reaction , good or bad, is better than no reaction at all. and to this i agree! just do not obsess over it. take input and inspiration from all sorts of places and use it to improve upon yourself. try to be happy with the things you do... and have fun most of all... yes! have fun!

Posted on Tue, 28 Jun 2022 05:01:25 CST


how far must you go to gain respect? ummm... (ctd.)

i get wanting to appeal to most everybody. i do. or wanting to do nice things for people. and generally, if these things you do go appreciated, then i say they would have been worth the while. But do these things because you want to. for your own growth or theirs. maybe you're building up the relationship between you and a friend, a family member, whoever. but dont feel pressured to do anything (unless you really absolutely should, like getting important work done, of course. this is true for most business). Or maybe you just like to see other people happy and prosperous, that's wonderful too. but dont forget that you deserve a bit of that happiness too. what im saying is... do things for yourself. dont rely on other people to complete you, instead, be complementary to each other.

these are just things i have had to tell myself constantly over the years. be disappointed in yourself, dont let others be disappointed with you or be disappointed with others. but be so for good reason. dont get yourself down. just keep trying. recognize shortcomings, and make them overcomings. It can get exhausting to worry for so long...

Posted on Tue, 28 Jun 2022 03:07:48 CST


how far must you go to gain respect? ummm...

stop thinking about what other people think of you. seriously. it can change how you act and people can pick up on that, my friends. but more importantly, you can pick up on that harder than anyone else ever could. thinking things like, "i wonder what this person thinks of me..." or "how will this be reacted to by others?" causes you to second guess everything you do. why should you second guess everything you do? where is that going to get you? Nowhere. there have been so many times i have let myself get caught up in these thoughts, i never even thought to think about myself. what the FUCK do I THINK? ABOUT MY OWN LIFE? ABOUT MY OWN ACTIONS?? this isnt selfish thinking. are you afraid of being selfish? i know i think i am a lot. but to be honest. if you arent there for yourself, who is going to be? you are awesome. and you'd better start believing it buddy. you could move mountains, and do whatever the hell you want. that isnt to say other people should be pushed away, no no. those connections add a whole lot to your life. it's just a matter of if these connections accept you for how you are. how you really are. be honest with people. be honest with YOURSELF. Stop worrying about if other people dont like you. if they dont, then they dont. Take these words from the Abstract himself, "How far must you go to gain respect? Ummm... well it's kinda simple just remain your own, or you'll be crazy sad, and alone". truthfully, if you are able to stand on your feet on your own, it makes you a whole lot nicer to be around. hell, this could go for so much: interpersonal skills, trying to build a presence online (i.e., putting your work out there), and probably more i cant think about right now. this will help you create meaningful connections with, not only others, but also yourself. and these meaningful connections go a long fucking way. have some passion and confidence, and get out there and make some noise. make a fool of yourself. ask naive questions. you've only got so much time on this earth. do what you can to make the most of yours.

Posted on Tue, 28 Jun 2022 02:29:15 CST


the night brings gifts and burdens

i just remembered why i dont like being up this late anymore. it makes me feel sad and alone. i was wondering why these feelings have been coming back as of late, always in these late hours. if i am not occupying myself with working, on a project or otherwise, its just time spent sitting here. doing... nothing. it feels so wasted. not to mention, all the activity happens during the day. people are up and about. so, if i wanted to do anything with other people, such as just conversing or doing an activity with, i cant. it feels so lonely in these hours. funny. sometimes it's preferable. allows for getting things done without distraction, during times when no one is up. so, there isn't much to miss out on. hmm. choosing and prioritizing time for certain activities can be tough. i dont know why the social parts of my brain become active during these times either. maybe its something something , deep rooted habits. ah. change is needed in my life.

on a better note, got to spend some time with some friends i had not spent a good amount of time with in a couple months. it made me appreciate them a lot more. separation can amplify certain feelings of that. hah. just remembering the nice times makes me feel better now. just, that appreciation for what has been experienced already. thank you to everyone who has touched my little heart in some way.

Posted on Sat, 18 Jun 2022 01:37:13 CST


check it ouuuuuut!

there is something so addicting about this instrumental to me. it is not super complex, sampled snippet of joe pass playing giant steps looped for the most part. but the little sounds that go on in the back, and those DRUMS and that BASS ... oh... that bass never gets old... and the drums are so punchy... everything one needs... its always these loopy things that become the most addicting. why is that? maybe it's easy to listen to? i dunno, ive heard plenty of loopy things that get old quick. maybe it is a culmination of elements that you really like... not sure... what i do know though is that i am going through quite a hip hop phase! have been absorbing so much late 80s/early 90s stuff. rap and stuff... ive come to really appreciate this era. old skool! amazing artists from back in the day. i find it funny how many places one can pull inspiration from. the most detached things. my music taste has definitely broadened quite a large amount since i first started. i guess thats a good thing... lots of influences and stuff! for the longest time my largest influence was mostly japanese produced things. video game soundtracks... pop... their jazz fusion... great stuff! but now it is time to broaden the horizons as they say. oh well. i feel like my music is constantly changing and evolving anyway. like... there will be periods where you might make things with some similar contents... and then some time later, what influences your work might have changed... finding this happening with my art right now because i find so many things cool and want to see what works the best for me... i do feel like there is some inconsistency but im not entirely sure its a bad thing, i feel like i am constantly improving. i dont even have a specific goal or anything in mind i just want to make things im happy with. or can say, "yeah, thats good i like that" and then move on to something else. anyway. i have unfinished projects and stuff to finish. and time to waste. doing NOTHING. bye!

Posted on Tue, 14 Jun 2022 22:36:25 CST


DAYDREAMING // (what it's like to work on an album)

i have released a new single - DAYDREAMING ! i am quite proud of it. some sample work and fm stuff... yeah... i have been quite interested in sampling and stuff as of recent. it can be a very unique and special thing... in the case of sampling other people's work, if transformative enough, it's like honouring what they've done and breathing new life into it; for a new audience to enjoy, for a new generation to enjoy. yeah, sometimes it can be somewhat of a grey area... ah, it's all strange stuff...

anyway, this single is an excerpt from the new album i am working on (of the same name). i am excited to announce that i am working on it! no release date as of yet, but rather a general release window of late 2022. working on an album is exciting... slowly gathering a collection of music, some day releasing them all as one big package! the most difficult part is not sharing anything!! but we have to think in the long term. the payoff is much larger and more rewarding when everything is done and good to go. that said... i do have some people i share with... to get opinions or otherwise... that outlet to share is great and i am very grateful for those said people. evaluate your values everyone! what and who really mean the most to you? keep them around. be well!

Posted on Sun, 12 Jun 2022 14:12:03 CST


myNewObservation

anyone else notice the windows selection hand is right handed whats up with that!

Posted on Thu, 26 May 2022 12:12:27 CST


music page updaterers hmmm

the music page is being worked on! it is not yet finished but i am letting my progress be known. this is what i will be working on occasionally (slow webmaster at work). i hope you find it interesting.

Posted on Fri, 20 May 2022 15:53:46 CST


reflection of mind

fucking.mp3

Posted on Thu, 19 May 2022 01:42:07 CST


i love this song

Posted on Mon, 09 May 2022 10:35:26 CST


more site updaterers

now more layout changes, it looks way nicer when it doesnt take up the whole screen i think. it does also change when the screen gets smaller though. i think it looks quite nice :) updated the echo page as well, it is way nicer now (i was not a huge fan of how wonky it used to be but now it is coool)

Posted on Fri, 06 May 2022 21:12:11 CST


about section updated

updated the about section for the first time since last year, not anything huge but little changes

Posted on Wed, 04 May 2022 08:42:25 CST


lessons in spaghetti cobbling

wtf i need to rewrite the css on this web Site it is so all over the place!!! thats what happens when u dont bother to update anything for years... not to mention makes things difficult to change. Do not spaghetti cobble ur things together HAHA

Posted on Mon, 02 May 2022 17:22:52 CST


spacehey stuff

found this cool site called spacehey.com , maybe it is cool and awesome (ok it is its basically like old internet social platform, with groups n messaging n shit ah so coool and your profile is nearly completely customizable with the ability to do css) i think its awesome maybe some people would like to add me or whatever on there but here is my profile https://spacehey.com/profile?id=1418675 theres cool groups on there i would like to be a part of just to see what other people do :) seems ffun!

Posted on Fri, 29 Apr 2022 14:18:50 CST


touch grass

i feel a desire to let you all know i am not on discord right now. and havent been for a little bit. Not dead just kind of wanting to get away again while keeping in touch on other platforms. Things feel a lot healthier for me this way. And give me a different kind of appreciation of other people. i feel like ive sort of lost that. i want to get in touch with that again. maybe being somewhat distant is not terrible, please try to understand me

Posted on Thu, 14 Apr 2022 23:56:09 CST


sk weather

i love where i live but hoooly moly the weather is all over the place. nice rainy showers one day , 30+cm of snow 2 days after. ah yes. Wonderful. THER WASNT EVEN ANY SNOW IT WAS ALL GONE HOW DID IT ALL COME BACK ok whatever. its interesting actually. yes it does get warm here too. not as much as some other places , but weather ranges from -40c to 35c , it is cool. Get to live it all! ( sarcasm)

Posted on Thu, 14 Apr 2022 16:27:53 CST


twitter crossposting update ctd.

for a second i thought i used the wrong form of than/then. ah . Fucked up

Posted on Thu, 14 Apr 2022 07:07:06 CST


twitter crossposting update

was this post crossposted onto twitter? yes! new thing. new entries will be posted on to a new twitter account . i felt like doing this for no other reason than, i thought it would be a fun side project. it was cool. now that is there and i can retweet easily and anyone can follow it there instead of here or using an rss reader WHATEVer ,,, OK bye

Posted on Thu, 14 Apr 2022 07:00:21 CST


explore ART

i wanna get better at doing , digital art... used to draw with a little drawing tablet but haven;t in a while, should probably get back into doing that. for a long time now have felt a desire to create art of higher quality. as much as i love minimalistic, or retro aesthetics (in music or art), i WANT to expand my scope. Get comfortable but not too comfortable you know? do new things. Did it with music and i never turned back. You can learn so many things and apply new knowledge to things you did before. oh, it's so fun. ive talked about it before but , i feel a need to mention it again. Expect some future art to be little experimental while i figure things out :)

Posted on Wed, 13 Apr 2022 20:21:13 CST


i accidentally had a thought

i never think up anything good when im sitting here in my room like. No great thoughts. ok my thoughts arent all that great anyway but it seems that whwen i am in the car or shower the best thoughts come to mind. maybe its because i have nothing better to do? like, when im sitting here at the computer, i have a COMPUTER in front of me. i can entertain myself however i please, whenever i please!! no time for thoughts like "whats up with chalk where did that come from how did anyone think oh yeah today ill just take this little rock and use it to colour on this other little rock woaaah!!!" . or maybe. Should we let ourselves get bored more often? huh. i think so. boredom drives something... makes us wanna do things... new things?

Posted on Tue, 12 Apr 2022 16:36:14 CST


ancient people

you ever think about how its kinda fucked up how ancient people are portrayed in most media or whatever? a lot of the time it's like, "ooh me stupid. can not count to 5" . OK lets give ancient fuckers more credit alright, they were a step to getting to where we are now. i guess. i think there is nothing cooler than ancient people and how they went about their days. probably just. Doing stuff. ok it probably wasnt THAT cool but still... they managed to survive and prosper before we had all these nice things we do now. good work fellas! Im sure it will all be worth it! (flash forward to current day humans fucking up the entire planet)

Posted on Mon, 11 Apr 2022 20:37:41 CST


new bandcamp stuff!!

big updates to my bandcamp! i compiled so much. all things from 2020 now in one big album, and everything else from 2021 was compiled into it's own album there (with improved / enhanced audio for some tracks, personally i believe it is the definitive way to listen to those tracks)... and ive just started on the 2022 stuff. though that is gonna probably change as the year goes on but... FINALLY! Have that stuff on there !! Buy or not , up to you , i appreciate every purchase, and as said once before... every penny from there goes back into this website !! Sort of a nice economy. Thank you so much!! even if just listening!! and sticking with me through my journey the past 3 years

Posted on Sun, 10 Apr 2022 08:47:14 CST


test titl;e. maybe it worked???

test test

Newline test

Hello!!!!! maybe this worked. i am using some scripts to automate the writing process of ramblings. i can just.... type... into this window... and it automatically adds a new item to the feed and does the date for me. Cool right? i can even put in the title. Wow. So automate. EAsy to write ramble! Not to mention i have just connected my ide straight up to my server so i can just, save from within there. So. SUPER easy site updating!! it takes almost no effort anymore. haha. i mean a little bit. but not as much as before. THIS IS ONE STEP CLOSER TO MAKING MY SITE EASIER TO UPDATE FOR ME!!! YEAA!!! well... it pretty much is now. :D

Okej... its time for me to go now. But i will be back sooner than later. Probably. lol. AHHAHHEHEAEAHEHAEHAHEHAHEH EAH HHE HAE HAHAHAAAA EE EEHHHAAA A A A EEOO O O O O sorry having fun

Posted on Sun, 10 Apr 2022 03:41:58 CST


Site Update: April 10, 2022: a

just kidding

Posted on Sun, 10 Apr 2022 00:07:14 CST


Site Update: April 9, 2022: a

i hate torodicus and googie and rolobi they aare Bitches

Posted on Sat, 9 Apr 2022 23:55:44 CST


Site Update: April 2, 2022: new page who dis

hello and welcome to april, also this new homepage layout !! ive been wanting to do more with this website as ive expressed, MANY times in the past. but ive been getting the motivation to work on it again and it's pretty good ! ! ! i have some more stuff planned , mostly to get all of the other pages to work with this layout... mostly i just want the little bar on the left and the top marquee to persist and have site content load on the big content part there. anyway yeah hi this is where these posts will go from now on. right on the main page!! hello everyone!! just thought it would be better this way. it is sill an RSS feed by the way! https://skydev.xyz/rss/feed.xml is the location. im just getting all the rss items and spittin em out nice here for reading. thank you!

Posted on Sat, 2 Apr 2022 08:35:27 CST


Rambling: March 8, 2022: The 2022

Hey! been a while. stuff happening i suppose... got a new computer which has been REALLY nice. everything is so much faster to do now. so smooth. when was the last time i did one of these, october? yeesh. not that i don't have time to run this site because i DO, but, i suppose i just got a little bit lazy. but im back! doing so much music too. one thing i have been doing however is archiving my stuff in the other section of the website. i didn't forget to do that, haha. i will be uploading a ton of art to the art section as well, since i have been forgetting to do that. anyway, just thought i should post an update or something. Still alive! still going to be doing stuff here in the future, even if it is Very painfully slow

Posted on Tue, 8 Mar 2022 14:17:07 CST


NEW ALBUM RELEASE

LISTEN TO MY NEW ALBUM!!!! ITS OUT!!!! Buy / listen here: click for album :P

Posted on Fri, 17 Dec 2021 01:26:02 CST


Rambling: October 22, 2021: yo im doing things

HOLY SHIT it has been 2 months actually. OOPS!! HAHA! wow. AWHEIAUHWJAP#*YRUHQ(83y49y3uh4kjb3rioweufwu help me! help, good night.

Posted on Fri, 22 Oct 2021 02:09:24 CST


Rambling: October 22, 2021: yo im doing things

miss me? i'm back. sorry for a month without a WORD! after a few thoughts, i am no longer happpy with the ramblings page! i'm giving it another shot. i've archived it but im not really sure if it looks pretty anymore but i don't really care, that's just a side effect of how BAD it is anyway. it's time to get SERIOUS (not really), i think i'm just gonna do what i'm doing here on this page to be honest. just filter through an rss feed or something similar lol

this does basically everything for me anyway. all i'm missing is the ability to tag posts and stuff but to be honest im not sure if that would be very hard to implement. i'll look into it eventually, i always do. even if it takes months. did you know there was a period at the start of this year where i didn't even update the site for like 5 months? yikes! ok thats not true it was really just the ramblings section. this page has given me the most amount of work BUT i dont care... anything for a cool new feature...

ok i'll see you hopefully soon idk i start working soon on the 28th so i will be MONEY and AWESOME. im trying to think if theres anything else i should put in here im not sure,. hello me in the future if you are reading this... i hope things are fine. you know, not really excellent but not terrible either, just fine. that'd be a good existence. oh and to you reading now i hope you are fine as well. sphhpshpshpshpsh im going to bed now i think. no im not i drank so much pop before bed what a mistake i am full of sugar and awful! i havent had pop in SO long... wow! what a rambly ramble. i like letting my head spill out onto the screen through my fingers it's quite a nice pastime but anyway i think it really is time to go have a good one (for this ramble you will pay 5 CROONGER, do you accept the transaction?) (NO i dont.)

Posted on Fri, 22 Oct 2021 01:55:46 CST


Rambling: August 28, 2021: hello. moer update

so work has been continuing on the SITE! been messing with php lately. well, it is quite fucking based. been thinking about redoing the ramblings page with php. i have many ideas that could make my life so much easier, but i have to put some more time into it. over the past year, i have come up with all sorts of hacks to get this page working, and now i think im ready to take another step. slowly but surely, i am making progress :)

speaking of, the rss page was redone. goodbye old reader i used! it was cool, but now i've started using simplepie and it makes things such a breeze, and customizable to my liking :]!

i look forward to improving this little hobby of mine. bye for now!

Posted on Sat, 28 Aug 2021 07:21:40 CST


Rambling: August 18, 2021: SITE UPDATES!!

hi. im skydev. as usual.

anyway, today i updated the site. there might be things that are broken still, but i'm not sure. pretty much everything seems to be fine though. the changes are barely noticeable, i'll admit, but backend wise it is a loooot better for me. also, the site loads a bit faster now! everybody loves less wait times. the way the site worked before was that nothing was being saved to the browser cache. basically, the site wasn't telling the browser to save anything onto the disk. doing it this way means any future visitors will, in theory, only have to download the contents of the page ONCE from the internet, and then anytime the user comes back it will be loaded from DISK CACHE. Loading from local storage is a LOT faster than downloading off of the internet every time.

anyway, like i said, dont know if there are any issues right now, don't know if any will pop up in the future, but i'm just happy to be DONE WITH IT BECAUSE ITS 5 AM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Posted on Wed, 18 Aug 2021 05:13:01 CST


Rambling: August 7, 2021: gratefulness

what up everybody, i am now on Battle of the Bits! i enjoy the site a whole lot. a week or so ago, Googie reached out to me on youtube. we added each other on discord and talked a bunch and eventually BotB was brought up... it was the coolest thing i'd ever seen. so many cool things on this site... so many cool people!! right off the bat i was inspired, and wrote a buncha new tracks within like a week, hahahaha. they're on my profile, and probably will be up elsewhere soon as well. shoutout googie btw hes fucking awesome, showed me so many cool things!! and also makes cool tunes... was very inspirational to me when i was first starting out, so naturally i was like WTF, hahahahahahahaa

if you're reading this thank you so very much by the way. it means a lot you reached out and showed me all of this cool shit like just as a i needed it. definitely pumped me full of a drive to make music. one i hadn't had in so long.

to the rest of you... CHECK OUT BOTB!!!!

Posted on Sat, 7 Aug 2021 09:10:14 CST


Art: clipalooza art archived

all past clipalooza art has been archived here (all future art will go here too)

Posted on Sat, 17 Jul 2021 21:04:00 CST


Art: qbpd

new art and music
felt like making a little piece of art and music to go along with it. threw this together in a couple hours and i think its cute

Posted on Fri, 09 Jul 2021 11:39:00 CST


Art: trip to the city

some art featuring characters from echo

Posted on Thu, 01 Jul 2021 10:09:00 CST


Art: echo 7 and 8

7th and 8th echo comic

Posted on Thu, 01 Jul 2021 06:28:00 CST


Art: Astra 4

new astra art! i always love drawing her.

Posted on Wed, 30 Jun 2021 1:47:00 CST


Rambling: June 9, 2021: a reminder to try new things

please remember to try new things every now and then. making art in a different way than usual, or using sounds you wouldn't have thought to use before in music, etc. it could produce valuable inspiration, and even innovations in your own work.

for a long time, i tried my hardest to not deviate from chiptune stuff, mainly FC/NES. there's only so much one can do while sticking to one format, so recently, i've been breaking away from that and trying out new sounds, as you may be able to tell.

while working with all the new tools at my disposal, i immediately began thinking about how i can reproduce some of the sounds i was able to get in famitracker and vice versa. the way i think in a tracker interface vs. a piano roll is different.

there would be moments where i would go, "hum, i like this part of the process, i wonder how i can go about incorporating this into the other thing". you start to see new things you might not have even thought about before.

this learning process has been very beneficial to me. it is really cool to be able to apply knowledge and techniques from one thing to another. taking the aspects you like and combining them can be very inspiring, and these new techniques may even stick around with you.

Posted on Wed, 9 Jun 2021 12:56:16 CST


Art: echo 6

6th echo comic

Posted on Thu, 3 Jun 2021 04:04:30 CST


Rambling: June 3, 2021: skydev complains about windows (and talks linux)

does windows give anyone else a lot of trouble? the answer is yes. windows is like one of those things you don't really like, but have to keep around. recently, i haven't been able to connect to the internet through any wired means, so i've been forced to stick with wi-fi. luckily, it isn't a huge issue. my wi-fi is fairly good, and i use a laptop as my main machine, so it's able to connect to it. i have no idea why it suddenly decided to stop working.

another thing is that it can be terribly slow at times. like really bad. i actually installed xubuntu a while ago on here to play around with and it was one of the smoothest operating system experiences i had ever had, even with a lot less allocated to it than windows. i really want to get back into using linux, but some things are a lot easier to do on windows. plus, there seems to be a lot more support for windows in general. that being said, there are also a lot of linux applications i would love to be able to use. i also just want the flexibility and smoothness back.

ideally, i would like to have two machines, one with windows (for windows things) and one with some linux distro (for working on whatever). i had tried it in the past, working on school work with linux, and playing games with friends on windows, but found that switching between the two all the time was a bit of a chore. though, working with linux was very nice.

i'm not totally bashing windows here. i like to use it. but it could be better. maybe my thoughts will change in the future, who knows.

on a separate note, i am releasing my second album this month! tomorrow, actually. it's called CHIAROSCURO, and is around 46 minutes long. i'm pretty excited for the release. the youtube link is right here. you can find other links in the description.

Posted on Thu, 3 Jun 2021 04:04:30 CST


Rambling: May 25, 2021: chat room escapade // update

the chat page! basically a glorified comments page. i mean, it is real time, but i dont expect it to be used as a chat page :)

it is a bit of an experiment. i wasn't expecting to spend as much time on it as i did, but i had a ton of free time this weekend, so i thought, "eh why not, i've got nothing better to do" (i did have better things to do.)

for a while now, i've been thinking about having a comments page on the site. and yes, the phobo page exists, but that's for Phobo not Me. also it is an external application or whatever, not hosted here. while that's super simple to set up and get running, it isn't as satisfying as spending 20 hours on and off in front of an IDE, wondering what went wrong in your life. jokes aside, wonderful experience; i got to learn some cool new things.

my break from things continues! and i plan on sticking to this until june. actually it's frostix's birthday in 2 days, so i plan on popping into discord to send birthday stuff or whatever people do on birthdays. now, this was also sort of an experiment for me as well. i wanted to see what the effects would be if i took a break from everything. so far, a lot of productivity - and loneliness - has arisen. i was actually anticipating both of these outcomes. not being able to talk to some of the best people in the world (official Server??) has been hard. on the other hand, i get a lot done with less distractions. i honestly think the best option would be to: use everything less frequently, and have less to interact with. what does that mean? eh, just have certain times to not look at things, heh. oh and also leaving a bunch of servers on discord. i think that would be a good idea as well.

anyway, that was a PROPER ramble, hey? first of 2021. i look forward to seeing the kind things you say in the "chat", i'll try to check it every now and then. you could even let me know what you think about this post. also wanna mention again that the rss page exists. the link to the xml is at the top, so you can plug that into any rss reader to maybe get notifications whenever there's a new post to the feed.

Posted on Tue, 25 May 2021 01:40:32 CST


Site: chat page

chat page where you can talk in real Time maybe perhaps

Posted on Sat, 22 May 2021 03:06:00 CST


Art: mascot

mascot art and song

Posted on Fri, 21 May 2021 12:46:00 CST


Art: Subconscious Desires

new art and song

Posted on Mon, 17 May 2021 19:45:00 CST


Art: some ame manga fan art

Posted on Sun, 16 May 2021 17:43:00 CST


test

kinda had dates on the rss messed, but now they're fixed. enjoy ya feed...

Posted on Sat, 15 May 2021 01:49:00 CST


Rambling: May 15, 2021: x-post from twitter

hi yous all, i wanted to address this in a more informal way; im gonna be off everything until possibly the end of june

i've already been away from discord for about a week and it's been beneficial to say the least. not that there are people i avoid, or dislike talking to... but i have to be honest and say i have a problem when it comes to just mindlessly scrolling through servers or a timeline on twitter. i need a break to focus on my last bit of school and other personal projects. im sure im not the only person with terrible procrastination, which only leads to things snowballing and life seeming to get more and more shitty; so im hoping you'll understand and not worry or something.

i am fine! just need time to become a better me! much love! ty & see yous



at the moment, i do not think this is going to apply to MY site... i'll still post my own updates and things here. but, it's good to put this info here too.

Posted on Sat, 15 May 2021 00:56:00 CST


Rambling: May 14, 2021: Timestamp timezone shenanigans

In earlier entries, I had actually created a js function for automatically generating timestamps, and having that be converted to your local timezone. Now, I've decided to remove it, in favour of just pasting in a time myself. The timestamp button from the other day was just my way of getting a timestamp on the fly to copy! Ha!

From now on, new entries timestamps will be in CST (GMT-0600)!!! I will be keeping the old function up for the older posts for the time being. For now, it's goodbye.

Posted on Fri, 14 May 2021 23:29:29 CST


Rambling: May 13, 2021: More work to be done // More Time (thank u)

More work to be done:
there is more work yet to be done. archive page and crap coming soon
More time (thank u):
the website is good to go for another year!! i cant give a big enough thanks to everyone who buys my music on Bandcamp (you know who you are), the money goes towards the site!

Posted on Thu, 13 May 2021 13:00:05 CST


Rambling: May 11, 2021: May update!! // May update..update

May update!!:
hey! maybe you noticed the new system in place. it's not available for the 2020 page, because i really don't feel like updating all the pages there to support the new stuff, but yeah. anyway, all entries will appear here, on the main ramblings page. it's a bit of a throwback to the original, ORIGINAL, system from way back in june 2020. things are way way easier to add now so yeah

also you may have noticed a million other updates to the site, notably the background changing, and the addition of the rss page. there's also the rainbow text thing on the home page. OH and the new home for the echo comic!!! it should be nicer to go through them now...
May update..update:
ok im adding support for the 2020 entries

Posted on Tue, 11 May 2021 19:22:00 CST


ORGANYA page: CURRE downloads available

.org and .0cc files available for download here.

Posted on Mon, 3 May 2021 19:09:00 CST


Art: echo 5

5th entry to the echo comic

Posted on Tue, 29 Apr 2021 23:09:00 CST


Art: "this is where she comes to think"

art featuring astra and another fellow, somewhere...

Posted on Tue, 27 Apr 2021 21:32:00 CST


Art: echo 4

A new echo comic about Button, the creature introduced in the final part of echo 3..

Posted on Mon, 19 Apr 2021 22:12:00 CST


Art: Astra 3

It's another Astra picture! She's looking quite confident.

Posted on Sun, 12 Apr 2021 11:27:00 CST


Art: fishing

A new art piece, featuring a man fishing out of a toilet. I hope he catches something good!

Posted on Sun, 11 Apr 2021 11:56:00 CST


Rambling: April 3, 2021

An update for April 2021

Posted on Sat, 3 Apr 2021 05:41:19 CST